Saturday, July 18, 2009

Yes, Preachy

Gooooood what the F is going on with her? She came to my room just to scold me. She's becoming soooo preachy, and it makes me sick. She used to be so funny, she was the one who always make stupid jokes to cheer me up. I really don't wanna get out of my room, I don't even wanna see her face right now. How can she hope that I'll spend most of my time with her if she keeps scolding me? It's freaking me out, she's turning into someone I don't recognize. Why can't she accept the truth? I can't be who she wants me to be, I am who I am. If she can't accept that, that's her problem. I've tried my best to be her best, but if it's never enough. I won't change anything for her, I won't become someone else. I don't hate her, I won't. I know she's trying to be a good mom, but that's just not the right way. I really miss the old her, for God's sake. Please tell me your silly jokes that used to make me laugh so hard. Share your funny stories that used to make me can't stop laughing, mom. I need them so bad right now.

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