Well, honestly I really don't know what to type right now. I don't even know what on earth is going on with me lately, I've been acting like a spoiled brat. And the worst part is, I blamed someone who's totally innocent. I blamed someone like it was all his fault, but the fact is it was all my fault. He had nothing to do with it. I didn't even explain what the F was going on with me, I just kept blaming and blaming him over and over again. And now I feel like such an idiot, I feel so bad right now. I've got more than anyone should, but I didn't even realize it. I have the best boyfriend ever, but all that I can do is just keep making him feel bad. I kept making him feel so bad while he was trying to make me feel happy. I was being so selfish, like it's always about me.
But when he said that he has a feeling too, it made me realize that it wasn't his fault. And I shouldn't act like this to him, I was being so cruel. It made me wondered, "do i deserve him?" He's too kind, too good for me. Then, I asked him to leave me, so that I can't hurt him any longer. So that I won't do the same mistake. But he refused to leave me, he chose to kept his promise. That he won't ever leave me, and it makes me realize how lucky I am. I just wanna say thanks for keeping your promise, even when I asked you to break it. Thanks for staying by my side, even when I kept asking you to leave. Thanks for believing me, even when I didn't have faith in myself. And last but not least, thank you for loving me. You have no idea, how glad I am to be yours.
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